Where I am

Hey Everyone, 

Hope you are all having a good week so far

So the past few weeks have been pretty different and a challenge for me and I'm hoping this blog will kind of explain where my head is right now.

I tried to start this as a week by week blog but it didn't come across in words at all how I wanted it too.

2017 has well its thrown me some massive curve balls. At the start of the year well 19 days into the year I made a hard choice to stick to my decision of leaving my job and the building i've pretty much called home for the past 12 years. 
It was a hard choice and even now it hurts as to how it ended and I miss my friends that have been in my life every day and who i'm not used to not seeing every day. Its something I am really struggling with.
I don't think I'll ever be happy with how things have happened. I know things happen for a reason and I know I have a chance to find something I want and not that I have to take but it's really not easy. 

This job hunt I am finding really testing, I think for getting through some of these application forms you should get an interview as they are a challenge in there self.

I find some days easier than others and also some night times easier when my mind wants to sleep but some nights its not great.

I'm hoping luck will go my way soon and I'll understand what this curveball is that 2017 has decided to throw at me. 

I'm working on a couple of blogs which will be up soon but for now I wish you a great rest of the week

Love Holly x